Epilogue
Wow…
Perhaps that’s not quite the right word…
But that’s okay. I feel…so much better now. I couldn’t believe all the emotions I felt as I wrote this. When I described some parts…like Redmond’s death…I found myself crying uncontrollably. I hadn’t cried like that since I left Glovebern and all my friends behind.
Maybe that’s why I felt like I was in so much pain. Because I couldn’t find a way to release all the…all the anger and frustration and loss and everything.
But I think I’m better now. The paper is covered in tear drops, but I can live with that. I no longer feel like there’s a chasm inside of me. Even though it’s so hard to deal with the constant questions and demands of my family and the therapists and everyone else…even though I had to make up some rubbish about a serial killer kidnapping me and my friends and how I’ve now got amnesia and can’t remember what happened.
Well, at least I’ve got the scars to make that lie a bit more credible.
I wonder if I’ll ever go back. It’s magic, after all. You never know with that kind of force what’ll happen. But who knows? Perhaps…perhaps someday…maybe…just maybe…
…I’ll go back through the door.
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